Went to see H today. We tried to work out how long it had been since we had seen each other, two years at least. She is the kindest and most intelligent person I will ever know. I'm complicated, she's complicated and so, naturally, our friendship is complicated. Even with the gap of two years, there wasn't a seconds need for catching up. We took up where we left off. I found myself telling her things that I scarcely let my unconscious tell my consciousness. Mostly, we giggled over the same things. There was pain too, because some things just can't be expressed. I think its a kind of love. A kind of love that straight women have for each other. And so, I so so wish her well.
Got home with a headache from sitting in the sun. Summer is here for the moment but I'm not much good at appreciating it, I always forget that I need a hat until I'm suffering. Good job I live in Coventry and not Canberra. Nina very kindly brought me a sandwich, tea and paracetamol in bed. Sometimes, kids can be a good thing to have.
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